Rita . 23 . United States
Never be afraid to say hello.
Sometimes I wish everyone who cares about me would just stop. That way, I could leave, disappear, and I wouldn’t hurt anyone. Where would I go? Far away, far from people in general. Maybe I’d walk out to the forests and get myself lost. Hopefully I’d fall asleep and not have to worry about waking up again.
That sounds better than realizing that I’ll probably never stop feeling the way I do. I can’t do that, though, because there are people who do care. It’s incredibly selfish, to want them to stop, to want to leave, but it’s the truth.